Thursday, March 15, 2007

That little girl who goes "tut, tut, tut"

I am coming to realize more and more that the ability to introspect and self-reflect is probably the most self-empowering thing you can have. It's the best gift you can give to yourself. So if you don't already have it, I suggest you hone it like hell because a non-reflective individual is a stagnant and deluded individual.

I have caught myself living delusions over and over again using the great tool of introspection and I am very grateful for that. Sometimes I think that I would be such a lonely person if not for my own thoughts.

It's almost like your self-questioning voice becomes a true companion in your head. Because it tells you all the shit that's wrong with you and it constantly examines and re-examines what's wrong here and what's wrong there and why you behave this way and why you react that way. If I didn't have my little angel and devil poofs I would probably feel very alone whenever I am physically by myself.

So perhaps life isn't about friends or even family all the time. It's all about you because you are faced with you most of the time. Friends and family are just fillers to fill out the portions of the pie that need to be filled out, or else it wouldn't be a pie. So in that sense, friends and family and all that are important. But the crust of the pie is the most important. because without it, there'd be nothing to fill anyway.

I think for me that crust is my own thoughts.

I don't even know if i made sense there. But that's for me to think about again another time.

Till next time!

Cheers to the girl who scrunches up her nose and goes tut tut tut in my head. (:

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